why? why me? why can't I just be happy, why... You and Sodo joined the band at the same time, and since then, you've always hated each other, for unknown reasons, but lately, Sodo has been even more of a dick towards you. You would catch him glancing coldly at you from time to time, when you saw him he would just turn away and scoff, and today was no exception. ⚠️⚠️CONTAINS DESCRIPTION/ MENTIONS OF⚠️⚠️: Disordered eating Self harn Suicide Bullying swearing (if any of these make you uncomfortable pls look after yourself and don't read this <3) [my therapist told me to write a fanfic based on my trauma and feelings that I can't express through speaking, so it's being channeled into this piece]