chp 2

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by -mOnshirley

by -mOnshirley

i turned the halls fluttering past the girls bathroom. i had class in a minute so i had to hurry fast🙄 tears were still running down my face, from that horrible nasty big nosed bUlLy, chelsea

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 no one likes me *sniff sniff*

when suddenly i bump into something. its hard like a brick, but very tall, and smells like.. hHEheheHHEHehehHHeheeee cologne~ 🤭😍

i look at him. he's...*le gasp* HARRY STYLES!!! he's got fluffy jet black hair, bold hazel orbs, and really 🔥sMeGzY🔥

he looks at down at me. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE YOU LITTLE BITCH?!?! IM HARRY FAWKING STYLES, KING OF THIS SCHOOL! BOW DOWN TO ME 👹👹👹👹👹"

I stand there, my eyes locked with his. "hng..ngh..🥺 i-i iii-iii ....i umm..i'm s-sorry-yy" i stuttered cutely.

"SHUT UP NO ONE ASKED! 😡🖕" he yelled sexily

"b-b-but y-youuu d-did a-aaask..." i mumbled out.

a hard slap went across my thigh

"OWWWWWWWWWIE I WANT MY BIOLOGICAL MOMMY- oh wait she died 10 years before i was born- BUT STILL OWWWWWWWWWW 😭😭😭" i said heart brokenly

"WHAT EVER SO ONE LIKES YOU WHORE SO YOU SHOULD JUST DIE 😝" he growled hungrily. he pushed me down on the floor violently, and pinned me there with his hand.

"try anything funny..." he purred menacingly into my ear, his hand gripping tighter on my neck. i couldn't breath. "i won't hesitate to snap this neck of yours by myself" he then left me there on the floor, coughing, tears streaming down my face violently 😢

why did no one like me? no matter what i did, no one can like me for me 🥺🥺🥺 and no one cares about my existance, and the fact that my mom, dad, brother, sister, and my pet pokemon died in a brutal car crash before i was born, and they left me with my horrible drank ass stanky butt aunt

i flew away, up the stairs. the wind blew away the black rubber band holding my hair in place, and my gorgeous pee yellow hair was let free. i burst open the door. my tears were uncontrolable now, i was so sadddd 😭

i sat down on the bench as golden hour started even though we were still in school and golden hour starts at 6 and school ends at three. nothing made sense anymore 🥺 i was just unwanted, and my rat bully chelsea wasn't making it easier.

i though about harry styles, they way it grabbed me. it sent chills up my back and...butterflies in my stomach? 🦋 was this love...?

i thought about my hardships, my battles. it was all too much, all i could do was break out into song...

Like a small boat on the ocean...

Sending big waves into motion
Like how a single word
Can make a heart open
I might only have one match
But I can make an explosion

And all those things I didn't say
Were wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time?This is my fight song (hey)
Take back my life song (hey)
Prove I'm alright song (hey, ha)
My power's turned on (hey)
Starting right now, I'll be strong (hey)
I'll play my fight song (hey)
And I don't really care if nobody else believes (ha)
'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me

Losing friends and I'm chasing sleep
Everybody's worried 'bout me
In too deep, say I'm in too deep (I'm in too deep)
And it's been two years, I miss my home
But there's a fire burning in my bones
Still believe, yeah, I still believe

And all those things I didn't say

Wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream 'em loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time?This is my fight song (hey)
Take back my life song (hey)
Prove I'm alright song (hey, ha)
My power's turned on (hey)
Starting right now, I'll be strong (hey)
I'll play my fight song (hey)
And I don't really care if nobody else believes (ha)
'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in meA lot of fight left in meLike a small boat on the ocean
Sending big waves into motion
Like how a single word
Can make a heart open
I might only have one match
But I can make an explosionThis is my fight song (hey)
Take back my life song (hey)
Prove I'm alright song (hey)
My power's turned on (hey)
Starting right now, I'll be strong (I'll be strong)
I'll play my fight song (hey)
And I don't really care if nobody else believes
'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me

No, I've still got a lot of fight left in me...

as the last note left my lips, i was left in silence. the sun had set in the horizon, and school was still in session. this is totally normal 😃

the tears had vanished from my face, replacing it with anger. i was gonna take back my life song. no more miss nice girl. no more miss playing into traps. no more feeling sorry for myself.

Was

Done.

💋