October 20, 2019
Dear Diary,
Today started with me waking up to the most beautiful sight in the world - Taehyung's face snuggled into my chest.
As the first rays of the morning sun gently filtered through the curtains, I stirred from my slumber. It's been days when I slept so peacefully. I didn't know what changed last night.
As I slowly become aware of the world around me, the soft, rhythmic breathing of the love of my life echoed in my ears, and I felt a warm weight snuggled into my chest. With a tender smile gracing my lips, I turned my head slightly to see him, the source of my every joy.
There he lay, his features softened in the tranquility of sleep. His eyes, usually vibrant and alive, were now closed, creating an aura of serenity around him. I marveled at the delicate curve of his lashes resting against his cheeks, the faint blush of his lips that beckoned for my touch.
His tousled hair framed his peaceful face, and I couldn't resist running my fingers through the soft strands, relishing the intimacy of this quiet moment. The love I feel for him surged in my chest, like a symphony of emotions that threatened to overwhelm me.
I watched his chest rise and fall with each gentle breath, the sensation of his body against mine creating an unbreakable connection between us.
It is the tender moments like these that I find my solace, knowing that are woven together by an invisible thread of love that transcended all boundaries.
His presence beside me felt like home, a sanctuary of love and acceptance. In his arms, I find comfort and strength. The world outside seemed distant and insignificant compared to the intimacy we shared in this cocoon of love.
I have never been so observant before Taehyung and even with Taehyung, i have never been observant enough to forget the whole world but now, I feel like I have already said goodbye to the world outside because my world lay here, right with me.
Saying goodbye to the world that doesn't matter to me isn't hard.... I am scared of leaving my world behind me.
My Taehyung.
As I gazed at his sleeping face, I silently thanked the stars for bringing home into my life. He is my anchor, my guiding light, and the reason my heart beat with such fervor.
I couldn't stop my fingers from tracing his ethereal features, the contours of his face to carve every detail of his beauty to the canvas of my memory.
With a tender kiss on his forehead, I whispered words of love into the stillness of the morning. I vowed to cherish him, to protect him from all the pain and to make every day a celebration of our love till the day I am alive.
I couldn't help but admire the beauty lying in my arms, and a smile spread across my face like a lovesick fool. Taehyung woke up shortly after disturbed by my stubborn fingers who just wanted to touch him, smiling lazily at me before placing a sweet kiss on my forehead. My heart fluttered at his affectionate gesture.
It was early morning, and I wanted Taehyung to come out and watch the sunrise with me, but he shook his head, burying his face in my chest, saying he doesn't like sunrises that much. All he wanted was to lie there with me all day, and I couldn't have asked for a better plan.
The slow and lazy kisses when turned into desires, none of us realized. One moment, he was lying beside me giggling as i showered his face with kisses and next, he was lying under me looking at me with his needy eyes as out clothes lay on the ground.
I still feel like I am living a fairytale which is about to end soon.
Later in the day, we decided to go shopping. I was feeling a bit tired, but I didn't let Taehyung notice it. I knew if he did, he would force me to stay in bed whole day , which wouldn't be such a bad idea if it meant having Taehyung by my side.
Later in the day, we went for shopping and seriously, I hate shopping now!! Taehyung scolded me so many times for being childish and stubborn just because I was asking him to come home.
Who want to waste time in shopping when they are dying next week? Or maybe after that? Or maybe tomorrow?
Ugh!!
But since shopping makes him happy, I can't hate it much now, Can I?
When we returned, I remembered one of Taehyung's wishes from his bucket list - to write a message and send it into the ocean. Since we didn't have an ocean nearby, we used the beautiful lake in front of our cottage. We both wrote letters, inserted them into separate glass bottles, and sent them floating into the lake. Those bottles sank, taking our messages with them, hidden from the world for eternity.
I don't know what Taehyung wrote in his letter, and he doesn't know about mine. Part of me secretly wishes Taehyung to read my message, but I know life doesn't always work that way. Sometimes, we don't get everything we want.
Those messages are gone forever.
In the evening, we took a walk together, with little Yeontan wagging his cute tail beside us. As we strolled hand in hand, I couldn't help but feel overwhelmed with love and happiness. Each passing day with Taehyung feels like a precious gift, and I want to cherish every moment we have together.
But amid all the joy and happiness, the fear and uncertainty linger at the back of my mind. I don't know how much time I have left, and the thought of leaving Taehyung breaks my heart. I want to make every moment count, and I pray that we have many more beautiful days like today before destiny takes its course.
For now, I will embrace every moment with Taehyung, love him with all my heart, and create memories that will last a lifetime.
With love,
Jungkook
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